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I can't do it anymore.
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So... I've been struggling with this for quite a while now.
Drawing was never something I completly enjoyed doing. There was always a moment when I was just annoyed by it.
Way to often I spent hours and hours drawing and it just looked like shit. That's one of the worst feelings. You just wasted a whole day on some drawing and in the end you have nothing worth looking at. I haven't posted anything in the last few months and I think that wont change. I should have quit drawing a looooong time ago. I just wanted to do something I could be proud of. But this hobby isn't worth all the time, hate and tears.
I am really mad at myself, but I just can't do it anymore.
I would delete my account, but I don't want to loose all the cute comments you guys sent me.
I don't know what I am going to do now. I'm dissapointed in myself. I just wanted to create and show others what I was thinking about. But I am never going to be able to do that.
I bet you guys, don't even bother and that's okay. It's my own f*cking problem.
Whatever, bye.
Drawing was never something I completly enjoyed doing. There was always a moment when I was just annoyed by it.
Way to often I spent hours and hours drawing and it just looked like shit. That's one of the worst feelings. You just wasted a whole day on some drawing and in the end you have nothing worth looking at. I haven't posted anything in the last few months and I think that wont change. I should have quit drawing a looooong time ago. I just wanted to do something I could be proud of. But this hobby isn't worth all the time, hate and tears.
I am really mad at myself, but I just can't do it anymore.
I would delete my account, but I don't want to loose all the cute comments you guys sent me.
I don't know what I am going to do now. I'm dissapointed in myself. I just wanted to create and show others what I was thinking about. But I am never going to be able to do that.
I bet you guys, don't even bother and that's okay. It's my own f*cking problem.
Whatever, bye.
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Tag
5 min read
So.... 
tagged me ^^.
I am pretty excited, because I've never done something like this before ;D
001. Real Name: Annemarie
tagged me ^^.I am pretty excited, because I've never done something like this before ;D
001. Real Name: Annemarie
002. Nickname[s]: Anne
003. Zodiac Sign: Aries
004. Male or Female: Female
005. Nursery: small village : I
006. Primary School: still.... ma lil village ; I
007. Secondary School: sucks..... sorry, but I am bein totally honest here.
008. Hair Colour: brown
009. Long or Short: I guess.. I am normal
010. Loud or Quiet: loud, if you piss me off.
011. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
012. Phone or Camera: .... I kinda hate both o_o
013. Health Freak: you gotta be kiddin me : D
014. Drink or Smoke: smoke **** everyday ^^ ... calm down it's a joke (kinda).
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: maybe? but I guess he's a psychopath.
016. Political orientation: I dont care.
017. Piercings: my ears, yes.
018. Tattoos: I dont have any yet.
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
019. Airplane: yepp
020. Car Accident: nope
021. Fist Fight: in primary school... if that counts ;D
FIRSTS:
022. First piercing: ears, obviously ^^
023. First Best Friend: my current best friend is Theresia (or Reese^^), but my first? i guess... her name was Sina.
024. First Instrument played: piano : I
025. First award: some drawing competition.
026. First Crush: Henrik Heese ^^
027. First Language: german : I
028. First Big Vacation: greece.
LASTS:
029. Last Person you Talked: my mother ;D
030. Last Person You Texted: my best bro
031. Last Person You Watched: my mom
032. Last Food You Ate: chocolate
033. Last Movie You Watched: Freeway
034. Last Song You listened to: some Lana del Rey song
035. Last Thing You Bought: bread
036. Last Person You Hugged: my best friendo (:
FAVES:
037. Food: pizza, cheeseburger, sushi o.o
038. Drinks: coke... that shit is addictive. and milk?^^
039. Clothing: skinny jeans, sneakers, and a lazy ass shirt
040. Book: Bioshock: Rapture - John Shirley
040. Manga: nope! nope! nope.
040. Manga: nope! nope! nope.
041. Colour: blue
042. Flower: aahhhm...?
043: Music: metal, instrumental soundtrack shit, aaand Lana del Rey
044. Movies: HORROR! me gusta O_O
046. Subjects: video games, drawing, horror stuff ...
IN THE PAST YEAR I ...
047. [ ] Kissed In The Rain
048. [x] Celebrated Halloween
049. [ ] Had Your Heart Broken
050. [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
051. [x] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
052. [ ] Came Outta the Closet
053. [ ] Gotten Pregnant
054. [ ] Had an Abortion
055. [x] Done something you've regretted
056. [x] Broke a Promise
057. [x] Kept a Secret
058. [ ] Pretended To Be Happy
059. [x] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life.
060. [x] Pretended To Be Sick
061. [ ] Left The Country.
062. [ ] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
063. [x] Cried Over The Silliest Thing.
064. [x] Ran a Mile (I tried to be athletic and become a parkour freak .... I am such a fool^^)
065. [x] Went To the Beach
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating: chocolate -.-
088. Drinking: milk : I
069. Getting Ready to: do nothing
070. Listening To: goddamn. Lana del Rey?
071. Plans For Tomorrow: need to study
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want Kids: HELL NO!
074. Want To Get Married: maybe
075. Careers in mind: I hope I will manage to do something with game design or sumfin like that
WHICH IS BETTER ON A OPPOSITE GENDER:
076. Lips or Eyes: eyes
077. Shorter or Taller: taller
078. Romantic or Spontaneous: a bit romantic. but ... pervy would be perfect^^
079. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: arms
080. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive and loud
081. Hook-up Or Relationship: just dont play with me
082. Troublemaker or Hesitant: psychopath
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost Glasses/Contacts: nope, dont have any
084. Ran Away From Home: I dont think so?
085. Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: well... you are alone at home... you hear something ... and you grab your baseball bat
086. Killed Somebody: o.O
087. Broken Someone's Heart: I think so
088. Been Arrested: ^^ no?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself: sometimes
091. Miracles: yepp
092. Love at First Sight: nope
093. Heaven: I believe in reincarnation
094. Santa Claus: whatta hell?
096. Magic: yepp
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: YEEES
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: nope...I hope that will change
099. Do You Believe In God: there is something that... we dont know about. god?.... naaah. something different
100. Post as 100 Truths and Tag five (what did you say? three? okay...) People: ?
I tag:
I tag:
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Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
15 years old. Deviantart noob. Nerd.
Yep. That's me.
Maybe I should go into detail.
I'm a jerk, who always wears a bun and that loves video games, horror movies and sometimes a mixture of both.
I also love the Tudors series and almost everything else that has to do with medieval times.
You may have noticed now, that I don't know what to write here at all ;D
My staple food is pizza. I'm addicted to caffeine and now I'm really running out of ideas.
So let me finish this with the words:
"NO GODS OR KINGS. ONLY MAN."
-Andrew Ryan
Yep. I'm such a nerd.
I should go.
Yep. That's me.
Maybe I should go into detail.
I'm a jerk, who always wears a bun and that loves video games, horror movies and sometimes a mixture of both.
I also love the Tudors series and almost everything else that has to do with medieval times.
You may have noticed now, that I don't know what to write here at all ;D
My staple food is pizza. I'm addicted to caffeine and now I'm really running out of ideas.
So let me finish this with the words:
"NO GODS OR KINGS. ONLY MAN."
-Andrew Ryan
Yep. I'm such a nerd.
I should go.
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