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So... I've been struggling with this for quite a while now.
Drawing was never something I completly enjoyed doing. There was always a moment when I was just annoyed by it.
Way to often I spent hours and hours drawing and it just looked like shit. That's one of the worst feelings. You just wasted a whole day on some drawing and in the end you have nothing worth looking at. I haven't posted anything in the last few months and I think that wont change. I should have quit drawing a looooong time ago. I just wanted to do something I could be proud of. But this hobby isn't worth all the time, hate and tears.
I am really mad at myself, but I just can't do it anymore.
I would delete my account, but I don't want to loose all the cute comments you guys sent me.
I don't know what I am going to do now. I'm dissapointed in myself. I just wanted to create and show others what I was thinking about. But I am never going to be able to do that.
I bet you guys, don't even bother and that's okay. It's my own f*cking problem.
Whatever, bye.

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Emidikun Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday! :D
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Mopofcurlyhair Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thx a bunch ;D <3
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Emidikun Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're very welcome! :D^^
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Lalakahn Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy B-day! Have a wonderful day :) :cake: :party:
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Mopofcurlyhair Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you :3
<3
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KisaraelElementum Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey ... pssst i have something for ya kisaraelelementum.deviantart.c… ;)


oh ya and Happy Birthday! 
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KisaraelElementum Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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Mopofcurlyhair Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
hahahahhha THANK YOUUUUUU SO FREAKIN MUUUUUUCH .
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lou2209 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
hey thanks for the fav :>
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KayleeRydder Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you for the watch!
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