So... I've been struggling with this for quite a while now.
Drawing was never something I completly enjoyed doing. There was always a moment when I was just annoyed by it.
Way to often I spent hours and hours drawing and it just looked like shit. That's one of the worst feelings. You just wasted a whole day on some drawing and in the end you have nothing worth looking at. I haven't posted anything in the last few months and I think that wont change. I should have quit drawing a looooong time ago. I just wanted to do something I could be proud of. But this hobby isn't worth all the time, hate and tears.
I am really mad at myself, but I just can't do it anymore.
I would delete my account, but I don't want to loose all the cute comments you guys sent me.
I don't know what I am going to do now. I'm dissapointed in myself. I just wanted to create and show others what I was thinking about. But I am never going to be able to do that.
I bet you guys, don't even bother and that's okay. It's my own f*cking problem.